My mum’s been nagging at me a lot lately on saving my money… i hate that i know what she’s talking about, but really have trouble controlling against.

For me, i spent a large part growing up being envious of what my siblings or friends had. Not because my family couldn’t afford it, we could, but i knew that i would be spending my parents’ hard-earned money, and they have it tough raising four kids. So i would always tell myself “be a good kid, u dont need this or that, just walk away”. It sounds sensible but i was always swallowing my jealousy and wants so that wasn’t healthy.

Now, i have savings (a little since my lazy ass too lazy to work) i want to buy what i want without so much control. I know that it’s bad to eat into my savings, but when i like something, all those years of holding back just tempts me to buy. I can hold back decently, but since now i’m spending money on more things (mainly soft toys, utaites, animes, plants) it’s a little bit of everything that’s troublesome.

Also, finding space for everything is getting increasingly hard… sighs what’s worse is that i’ll graduate and need to apply for uni soon, which means spending more money…

It kills me on the inside to keep feeling like a burden leeching the life out of my parents (and that they find it hard to say no to us because they really want the best for all four of us) :(

I’m posting more personal posts here as i find myself needing an outlet to vent more and more orz doesn’t help that i don’t really have much friends either :/

Spoiler Soraru announcement alert!

Please dont read if u want to remain surprised when soraru announces this later!! Scroll really fast ^^

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Holy cow now i need to buy four ver of srr’s new single for the goblin slayer anime… all four have diff bonuses included and i just TT cant give up any orz

Limited edition A, B, Goblin Slayer, regular… and only the regular comes with photocards, the rest comes with dvds… time to save money :)

In sickness and in health… is that what this means www

Omg… i just realised that i missed the online sales for atr’s saitama merch?!?! TT

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I got a shock when i saw that the ATR album had photocards cos i didnt rmb seeing any news about it…(but then again i wasnt really keeping up to date with twitter sooo i think i missed it somehow) really sad that my soraru luck is always so low :(

More albums yay!

No idea how im gonna read kashi’s book but…its kashi’s book so i bought it…

Chip loves Soraru too ^^

Received these today! First time ordering from Animate International :) pre-ordered them a long time ago ww but had to wait for the new ATR album to be released ><

Got Hikitabi 4 finally and received Amatsuki can badge :) he looks so cool as a samurai www

Bought another Soraru live dvd cos Hanpen eyemask and postcard shikishi XD would be nice to be able to get Soraru’s autograph on that one day though >~<

USSS’s v-enus album finally ahhhhh cant wait to watch the dvd www sports again www its always so fun watching them have fun ^^

Luz’s first single! Finally!! HIS FACE!!! HIS NAILS AND MAKEUP AHHHH!!!! Nothing else needs to be said orz

And lastly After the rain’s new album!!! Whooooo~ so very very excited like its been one yr alr!!! And so glad to get this ver first cos its the one with their trip to record sounds! And the animate bonus is them going to kyoto!! So many dvds to watch!! :D

Anyone in sg interested to order stuff using fromjapan can pm me! My other atr album and amatsuki’s album arrived at FJ’s warehse, but im waiting for the new soraru toys to be released before i buy and ship them over! So i can help order some stuff if anyone is interested? ^^

Mr. Hanpens in the house!!

Received these awhile back but was too lazy to get good photos of them www so decided to buy a mini photobox so that i can take nice photos of merchs!! Only small merchs are able to fit inside though ><

Love these lil’ squishy mochimochi Hanpens!! Really nice to squeeze them www cant wait for the release of the sleeping soraru toys XD